With ear plugs wedged deep into my ears and a foam-lined box locked onto my head, Utmost Restraint is in full control of my body - even with my hands free. He has control over my head, and if you can control a person's head, you can control everything. I am at his mercy, and thankfully he takes good care of me. Beginning in a seated position, my nipples are quickly tied with string to my toes. This comes into play once Utmost Restraint introduces a vibrator to my *****, as I tend to squirm and squeal. It is a head trip to be in the box. At first I am concerned for my ability to exchange air around the neck hole. It becomes hot and sweaty in the box. Thankfully, after the first few *******, I am no longer thinking about that. I am now thinking about my nipples being pulled on and the vibrator. It isn't until I am moved onto my back that I begin to freak out a little - this position has always been difficult for me. Utmost Restraint is patient and allows me some time to submit my arms to his control by standing over me. The following ******* are much more intense after having passed through this brief period of panic. Each ****** brings a few tears at this point. With my head separated from my body, it is easy to let the emotions flow. The ******* encourage me to let it out. The head box is a success. Thank you Utmost Restraint!